Wanted him to stay.

Its been a few days and I can't get him off my mind. The space begins. What happened? We were talking everyday. I wasn't looking for a relationship. I just wanted him stay. I didn't want this feeling to go away. Pain up rises like the uprising of a battle of the conquered heart. Maybe leaving too soon was smart. I wasn' t looking for a relationship. I just wanted him to stay. I didn't want feel the num when he walked away. Feeling to intense for a struggling ache. I didn't know he would make my body shake. Sexual emotions. Love thicker than an entire body of oceans. I can't cry, because my heart is num. Somehow I don't think we are done. I didn't want a relationship. I just wanted him to stay. I just wanted to continue to feel the earthquake. When he touched me my body would shake. I only wanted him to stay.